today i've been busy doing christmas cards and making chocolate.. mainly because i wanna send the gift to his house by today.. i left the things outside and went off... he called mi shortly and say he wanna meet mi.. i was like.. NO!!! i scare i'll get upset u see.. but end up we met up.. well he chat with mi like a friend.. i wish we are more than that.. sigh, i simply cry too much today that i fall sick and eyes swollen when i reach home... everyone have a list of wat they want for christmas.. maybe a long list of things.. however, all i want is him.. i'll wait..
